I am Trevor

I had a cancer scare last week.  I was nervous going into the doctors office that first day but when the doctor sent me in for more tests I started to get scared.

I didn’t tell too many people what was happening but the few people I did tell were amazing. So many things were running through my head and I was so thankful to have had people that were there for me.

I had a bit of a quarter life crisis the last few months (assuming I live to be 120) and I thought I was doing good but this experience made me think, “what have I done with my life?”  

The more I thought about the more I realized that I’ve had a good time, I’ve followed my heart, and I’ve shared some great experiences with some amazing people, but I want to do more, I don’t want to get into a rut, I want joy, I want to be constantly learning.

So in the end I had a few days where nothing too serious was wrong with me and a number of strangers touched me in areas I don’t want to talk about, but it put things in perspective for me:

Life is short grab it by the….nevermind… Life is short let’s live it.